HEART'S DESIRE - 2

[Transgender Stories]

She sent me home on Saturday morning so she could resume her studies but
she told me we'd get together again next Friday evening. She also asked me
not to masturbate during the week as she wanted Friday night to be
`special'. Her room mate would be staying on campus the next weekend and
asked if we could use my room to meet. It was no problem since my room mate
went home on weekends. She told me she'd bring along another DVD if I had a
player. I told her we did, so it was arranged.

The rest of that week I would see her in our class and she would smile
briefly at me but wouldn't stop to talk with me. It bothered me that she
just ignored me after what we'd done. She acted like she was just using me,
but I remembered she'd told me she needed to concentrate on her studies so
I let it go. I didn't want to do anything to provoke her.

On Friday after classes I picked her up at the appointed time and we headed
to Burger King for dinner. She had on her sweats again and I could only
hope as to what she was wearing under them. At the restaurant we chatted
over our burgers (she had a grilled chicken sandwich) and cokes about
school and our mutual class and then headed to my place. She sat close to
me in my old car and put her hand on my thigh, thankfully it had bench
seats without the console between us and I was feeling pretty good about
us. Her hand resting on my thigh gave me a terrible erection and I hoped
she wouldn't touch it as I knew I would explode if she did.

When we got to my place she took a DVD container from her purse handed it
to me.

"Here, you can get this ready." she told me as she leaned over and kissed
me on the cheek.

"What was that for?"

"For being such a sweet, patient boy and letting you know I appreciate it."

"I'm still not with you, but thanks for the kiss anyway."

"Its because I know how horny you must have been all week and I can see by
the wet spot on the front of your jeans that you mustn't have masturbated."
she giggled.

I looked down and saw the wet spot and a very obvious hard-on under my
jeans and blushed as I quickly turned away to the DVD player. Loading in
the disk I was about to push the play button when she said, "Wait, let's
have some wine first. Did you get some?"

"Yes, its in the fridge." I said as I went to our small unit and got out
the bottle. It wasn't a very expensive brand but it was all I could afford
and after opening it without incident I poured two glasses and handed her
one. She had taken a seat on our old sofa across from the TV and patted the
seat beside her and I sat down.

Taking a sip of the wine she asked, "Have you ever been spanked?"

"What?"

"I asked if you've ever been spanked?"

"A long time ago when I was a kid I almost burned our house down by doing
something stupid and my father was so mad he laid into my butt. Why do you
ask?" I was wondering where this was going.

"Would you like to be spanked again?"

"Well, no!!" I exclaimed in shock over what she'd asked.

"Think about it. Wouldn't you like to lay across my knees and let me spank
you?"

I was stunned and actually began to think about it. Then I felt my cock
start to get harder and I began to think it would be erotic submitting
myself to her.

"Would it hurt?" I heard myself ask.

"Maybe a little bit, but I think you'd enjoy it." she said as she looked at
me with a little smile on her face. "Why don't you get undressed?"

I knew my face must have been red as I slowly began to remove my shirt. I
couldn't look at her as I did so. I knew she was just sitting there
watching me and smiling. When I finished undressing she patted her lap and
I stretched my self face down with my bare ass centered between her
thighs. She began to rub my ass cheeks with her hand and just when I
started to relax I felt a sharp pain as she struck one cheek with a
ruler. I jumped and cried "OW!!" then tried to get up, but she held me down
and began rubbing my ass again with her hand.

"See, it wasn't too bad was it? I'm going to spank you nine more times and
I want you to count for me. Would you do that?"

"Yes." I whispered as I felt my now hard cock pressed between her sweat
pants begin to respond to some masochistic desire in me.

"Here we go then, start counting." and another blow fell on my other cheek.

"One." I managed to choke out and then felt another sharp rap on the other
cheek.

"Two." I gasped as she continued to alternate her blows on my stinging
cheeks. When she reached seven my ass was on fire but my cock was throbbing
and when I reached nine I exploded between her thighs.

"Oh, you naughty boy. You've cum all over my pants. Now you're going to
have to lick them off. You want to do that don't you?" she asked and made
me jump again as she gave me my tenth blow.

I was embarrassed and weak after my orgasm and slipped off her lap to the
floor. She opened her knees and I saw ropes of my cum on her sweats.

"Are you going to clean it up, Ryan?" she asked again with a quizzical
smile.

I gulped. My libido had dissipated after cuming and I didn't really want to
consider licking it up.

"What's the matter, Ryan? Its just cum. We went over this last week and you
can't be afraid of it, can you?"

She had me. I couldn't refuse her or I'd lose her. So I leaned forward on
my hands and knees and began to lick her pants clean. My red, sore ass
sticking up in the air.

"That's it Ryan. Does it taste good?"

"Its not bad." I had to admit.

It struck me that I was beginning to acquire a taste for cum. It coated my
mouth with a slimy residue that clung tenaciously to every surface even
though I scoured it with my tongue. It stayed to remind me of my
submissiveness and that she was my mistress.

When I was finished she raised up and slid her sweat pants off; revealing
that she didn't have panties on under her sweats, then resumed her seat
with her ass on the edge of the sofa. I gaped at her inviting, almost
hairless slit, looking moist in anticipation. She pointed to it as she
reached for the DVD remote.

"Here you go. You can lick my pussy while I watch the DVD."

"What?"

"You like licking pussy, don't you? Well, go ahead and I'll watch the
movie."

"I can't watch the movie and lick you at the same time." I declared.

"Well, which would you like to do the most?"

I thought for a moment while looking at her delectable, moist slit. She had
me in a quandary but my new erection helped make my decision.

"I'll lick you." and I knew I'd made a decision that would forever enfold
me in captivity to her.

Why don't you just get started." she said as she raised her knees and
spread her legs wide, giving me full access to her cunt.

I pushed my face in to her crotch and she dropped her thighs on my
shoulders trapping me against her, and I began to lick her labia with the
odor of her musky sex urging me on.

"Ah, that's good." she gasped as she turned on the DVD.

I began to move my tongue between her lips and licked inside as far as I
could, tasting her sweet nectar that began to flow from her cunt. I felt
one of her hands on the back of my head pulling me into her and her thighs
tightening about me. They covered my ears and I couldn't even hear the DVD;
leaving me in a dark void of pleasure derived from my willingness to please
and submit myself to her. I worked my tongue deeper into her cunt and then
began moving it in and out, simulating a fucking motion. She must have
enjoyed it because she began to buck her hips against my face and within a
few minutes her body stiffened as she came for the first time. However,
she didn't release her hold on my head so I continued servicing her with my
tongue and lips by moving to her clit. I grasped the little button lightly
with my lips and then began to work it with my tongue; swirling it around
and sucking on it. My efforts were quickly rewarded with a massive orgasm
that seemed to roll on and on.

When she finally relaxed I thought she might release me from the confines
of her thighs and crotch but the pressure of her hand behind my head didn't
relax. My tongue was getting tired, so I stuck it rigidly out from my lips
to its maximum length and began to move my head back and forth slowly to
simulate a small cock in her sex channel. This seemed to please her and we
continued this way for sometime. Her moans of approval drove me I was
euphoric that I was pleasing her and and also was finally able to satisfy
my lust for cunt lapping. Finally, after bringing her to another orgasm,
she raised her legs and pushed me away.

"You can lay there and rest awhile." she told me as she settled her feet
back to the floor and continued to watch the movie looking satisfied and
relaxed. My cock was still hard and my libido unfulfilled.

I looked at the clock on my bed side table and determined that I must have
had my face in her crotch for almost forty-five minutes. My face was
covered with her juices and I moved to get up to wash but she held me back
and I looked up at her quizzically as I settled back at her feet again.

"Just stay there until this is done. Its almost over." she said referring
to the DVD.

I realized that by acquiescing I was allowing her to assume control of our
relationship and me. She was using my fetish for cunt licking and my
submissiveness to dominate me. My libido couldn't have been higher as I
contemplated my new status.

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To be continued.

[Transgender Stories]

Our Friday night get-togethers continued with the same scenario for a few
more weeks. She would first entice me into a spanking to establish my
libido and her control over it. If I didn't cum when she spanked me she had
me masturbate. Then I had to lick up my cum when my libido was at its
lowest. At first licking up my cum caused some nausea it but eventually it
became easier to do. Then I began to look forward to eating it. She
withheld her pussy from my cock and never let me fuck her. Her excuse was
that she was a virgin and wanted to save her hymen for her future husband.

Every time I ate my cum she would ask if I liked it. I remembered the first
time I ate it and thought how terrible it tasted but did it as a submissive
gesture to her. As she continued to have me eat my cum it slowly became a
trigger for renewing my libido. I began to look forward to eating my cum
and after awhile I told her I liked the taste when she asked me. This
seemed to make her happy.

One Friday night she had me masturbate and cum all over her pussy and then
had me lick it up and drive her to an orgasm. By combining my two favorite
fetishes; eating pussy and cum at the same time, it provided a bigger boost
to my libido even though I'd just cum. From then on she had me repeat this
until it became a ritual part of our love making. I began to associate
eating her with the taste of cum. Our mixed juices was like a sweet nectar
and after awhile I couldn't get enough of it.

About this time I noticed her on campus walking with another guy. He had a
very athletic build and after asking around I found out he was on the swim
team. She started hanging with him but we still kept our Friday evening
get-togethers. I was feeling jealous and when I asked her about him she
just said he was a friend. Later, I found she was spending Saturday
evenings with him. I didn't know what was going on. She also began to wear
tighter clothing that revealed her lovely female shape that I thought was
my secret. When I found she'd shaved her pubic hair I knew something was
up. She didn't bother to explain why she'd shaved it, and I didn't want to
offend her by asking. But our encounters were suddenly more active as I
loved the look and feel of her pussy without hair in the way. My tongue and
lips enjoyed the sensuous feel of her pussy as we did our weekly ritual.

Then one Friday, as we were leaving our mutual class, she told me she would
be over to my place much later than usual that night as she had something
she needed to do first. My first reaction was one of disappointment but she
patted my cheek and told me she still needed me so I felt better.

It was about ten o'clock when she finally arrived at my place. She didn't
say how she got to my place and I didn't ask. I was just so glad to see
her. She went over, as she normally did, and sat on a kitchen chair and I
stripped and lay across her lap. After giving me a spanking with a
hairbrush to arouse me she slipped off her jeans and panties. Sitting on
the sofa with her legs spread she instructed me to masturbate on her bare
pussy as usual. Looking down at her I saw the lips of her pussy were red
and swollen. There appeared to be a cummy looking seepage from her
partially open slit and the area around her pussy seemed to be shiny with
cum. I felt nauseous looking at it.

"Go ahead Ryan. Masturbate on it and then you can lick it all up."

I still hesitated and told her. "I thought you were a virgin."

"There have been some changes, Ryan. If you want to keep licking my vagina
you're going to have to accept those changes."

Still looking at her crotch with misgiving I stepped between her legs and
began to slowly masturbate.

"I'll tell you what, Ryan. I'll help you but you've got to promise that
after you have your orgasm you'll get down and lick it all up right
away. Will you do that?" she asked as she pushed my hand away and placed
her hands on on my rigid cock. This was the first time she'd ever touched
me there and my response was a loud groan.

"Tell me Ryan. Will you do it?"

"Yes. Oh yes!" I groaned again and then erupted as she directed my cum on
to her bare slit.

"Do it Ryan. Do it." she told me and my knees collapsed and then I found my
face in the slimy mess that was her cunt and began to do my ritualistic
cleansing. I ravenously devoured my cum from her crotch and then began to
dive into her slit with my tongue. The puffy lips of her sex were loose and
sloppy and I easily gained access to her inner sex. The taste subtly
changed and I was able to extract a large gob of what smelled like semen
that mixed with her cum that was now freely running down my chin. Her hands
pressed down on my head and her hips bucked up against my face as I
continued my assault on her passion pit.

She groaned in ecstasy. "Oh yes, Ryan! Oh yes! Eat it. Eat it. Suck it all
up."

I knew that I was eating someone else semen but I didn't care anymore. My
cock was hard and throbbing and my libido was soaring in my quest for some
sort of fulfillment. She was having multiple orgasms and her thighs tightly
gripped my head in reaction, her body was arched rigidly in
passion. Finally, she fell back on the couch and as her thighs slackened
she pushed me away.

"Oh Ryan. That was glorious. The best you've ever done. You must have been
really turned on." she exclaimed as she tried to catch her breathe. "Did
it taste different tonight?"

Stopping as I licked my lips of the mixture of cum and her spend I
responded, "Yes, a little different." "Did you know you were eating my
boyfriends cum? He fucked me before I came over tonight."

"I knew." I admitted, realizing I was admitting to a total depravity.

"You must have really liked it, didn't you?"

"Yes." I whispered in embarrassment.

"Maybe I'll bring him over next time so you could meet him. Would you mind?
He has such a nice big cock."

"No." I whispered back. I don't know why I responded that way but my cock
was still rigidly protruding from my groin and my libido must have betrayed
me again. I was suddenly picturing a big, cut cock in my mind and I'd never
done that before.

After that I dressed and cleaned my face, then drove her back to her
dorm. When I got back to my room I jacked off again in solitude.

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The following week began with nervousness as I thought about what I'd
committed to for or next Friday get-together. I was still not masturbating
during the week at her instructions so my libido grew during the week I
began to anticipate something different happening at our next session.

Friday evening finally came and about 7PM and she showed up with Jason. He
was tall, over six foot, with the body of swimmer. He was an awesome
physical specimen and I could see why she was attracted to him. We shook
hands and entered my dorm room. Things were a little awkward at first . I
was embarrassed because I didn't know what she'd told him about me, but
after a couple of glasses of wine we began to mellow out and Jen gave me a
DVD to put on. After putting it on she waved me to a seat beside her on the
sofa.

The DVD was about two a tryst between a man and two girls and it soon gave
us two guys obvious erections. It was a little harder to discern whether
Jen was aroused but her soft panting gave evidence that she was enjoying
the erotic show. When a close up came of one of the girls with the man's
cock in her mouth Jason's hand grabbed his own cock through his jeans and
began to rub it. I was awed by the size of it as it was outlined under the
cloth. This triggered Jen to begin to rub the the crotch of her jeans. I
was a little circumspect about the manipulations of my erection by just
using one finger to rub along the length of it. Eventually the scene in the
action on the TV showed one girl still sucking the cock while the guy ate
the other girl. Closeup shots just made us hotter.

Jen suddenly reached over and began to unzip Jason's fly; having difficulty
getting it open over his large package but eventually she succeeded and
worked his cock free of its confines. It thrust obscenely from his groin as
she took over the job of rubbing it with one hand as she continued the
ministrations of her crotch with the other. Then she turned to me.

Why don't you get undressed Ryan?"

I was shocked. I didn't want to get undressed by myself.

"Go ahead Ryan. Get undressed." she commanded.

Against my better judgement I began to slowly unbutton my shirt after
removing my shoes and socks. She suddenly took both her hands and began to
remove her blouse. As I took off my shirt she removed her exposing her
braless breasts to the gaze of jason and myself. They weren't too big but
the lovely pink nipples enhanced their lovely contours and I had an urge to
suckle them. Jason sat there with a slight smile on his lips lightly
rubbing his cock watching us disrobe.

We slipped off our jeans together and then our underwear. I was treated to
the sight of her delectable pussy once again and had to restrain myself
from groveling in it with my tongue. She then took my hand and pulled me
down on the floor by Jason's feet.

"Give me a hand." she said as she reached up and began to undo his belt
buckle. I got on the other side of Jason and helped her pull off his jeans
and then his boxers, exposing a hairless lower body. I stared at his
rampant erection and tight, hairless balls and crotch.

"Doesn't it look delectable Ryan?" she asked. "He shaves off all his body
hair for swimming."

I wasn't sure it looked delectable but the size of his cock and the balls
under it were awesome. She slipped between his knees and reached up and
took it with one hand and used her other to bring me closer.

"Now watch this." she told me as she brought her mouth down on the bulbous,
purple head and began to lick it and then slipped her small mouth over it
to lave it with her tongue. Jason groaned lightly and threw back his
head. She stopped and looked at me.

"See how nice it is. I get such a feeling of empowerment when I do
that. Now get a little closer and I'll show you something else."

Why was she doing this? I was confused but I moved in closer to her as she
slipped out from between his knees and gently urged me in her place. It
felt weird being this close to another guys cock. However, she reached over
from the side and took the cock in her mouth again and began to ride up
lips up and down on it. I was mesmerized with the sight of her working it
with her mouth. She place one hand around it and began to fondle my cock
with the other. I groaned together with Jason as I felt my libido take off.

She stopped and removed her mouth from his erection and placed her hand at
the back of my head.

"Help me, Ryan." she urged as she pressed on the back of my head and
resumed licking the head of his cock.

I tried to resist but she removed her hand from his cock and resumed her
stroking of mine. I felt a rush toward orgasm as pressed harder on the back
of my head she said.

"Do it for me, Ryan. Do it. Kiss it."

She was working one side of the large purple head and the sight was so
erotic that I brought my head down and joined her with my lips on the other
side. We moved our lips toward one another and met with Jason's cock shared
between us. Jason gave a loud moan of appreciation and placed his hands on
our heads.

I felt Jen's lips slipping away and then her voice came in my ear as I was
left alone with the head of Jason's cock in my mouth.

"Do it Ryan. Suck it. Do it for me." . I was tasting another man's precum
for the first time and with the urging of her hand and his on the back of
my head I began to take it further inside my mouth until it hit the back of
my throat.

"Oh god! Its so sexy." I heard Jen moan as she continued to lightly fondle
my cock.

I began to work my head up and down the shaft while gripping it tightly
with my lips and working my tongue against it. Jason began twisting and
moaning louder and I began to feel the empowerment that Jen had
mentioned. It drove me on faster and faster trying to seek a strange
fulfillment in my deviant behavior. Jen was increasing the stroking of my
cock as well and just as I was about to explode Jason erupted in my mouth
with a roar. I eagerly sucked and swallowed his cum as my own release came
immediately after his. My cum spewed all over Jen's hand and the front of
the sofa as Jason's cock began to soften in my mouth. My libido remained at
a high level due to her training and I continued to lick and suck his
diminished member as mine remained firm. Finally, he pushed me away and I
fell back on my ass with the familiar taste and feel of cum in my
mouth. Only this time it wasn't mine.

"Oh, that was so sexy Ryan. Did you like being a cocksucker?"

Her question hammered in my brain as the shock of what she'd said reminded
me that this wasn't a fantasy. I'd actually sucked another guy's cock and
I'd enjoyed it. I lay on the floor stunned as she continued.

"Do you want to do it again?" Do you think you're gay now?"

"I don't know." I finally gasped out.

"You can think about it this weekend and give me a response on
Monday. Jason and I have to go now."

After they left I went to bed and lay awake a long time thinking about what
had happened. Was I gay now?" I didn't know but I didn't think I would mind
doing it again if the opportunity arose. Maybe I was gay now.

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My life went on as before except Jason became part of our Friday night
rituals and I became more enamored of his cock and his cum. My love of
eating pussy remained high so they shared my mouth on those occasions.

Finally, the summer approached and it was time to discontinue our
activities. I knew that I would miss our Friday nights and wondered how I
would cope without them. Before we parted Jen told me that she had received
an A+ in a paper she'd written for her psyche class describing the
experiment in deviant and submissive behavior she'd conducted utilizing me
as her guinea pig. I think I cried but didn't know why.

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The end.(?)