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Well, i figured that after months of lurking on the forums as a guest, it was finally time to put the proverbial pen to proverbial paper and seek clarification on a few issues. Hopefully ye village elders will be generous enough to help me answer a few personal questions that have been burning within, with no form of release but on this forum.
A bit about myself first. I am half european and half chinese malaysian. I was raised in Malaysia but educated in New Zealand, and am still here in beautiful NZ living and working contentedly. Because of my Malaysian upbringing, i was fortunate to have seen a lot of SE Asia from a young age, and can remember travelling to all sorts of exotic locations and seeing equally exotic people. I can remember seeing the touristy cabaret shows in thailand as a child, when my parents unwittingly took me and my sister along, not realising what it was all about. My childhood was pretty "straight", if you will, but i can always remember holding a deep fascination and curiousity with those pretty pretty men with the beautiful breasts and incredible legs.
I lost my virginity at the age of 14 to a girl the same age as me, and that opened a whole new world of exploration and experimentation for me. At age 16, on holiday back in malaysia, my friend let me in on a secret... He told me he visited the "ah gua" brothel... local lingo for ladyboy. Half drunk at the time, it didn't take much coercing for me to follow him. Being the good bastard he was, he got me to pick the one i liked, and took care of everything for me. Boy was that first time an experience or what?! The girl was lovely... not much older than me. She had just had her tits done and was very proud of them. At first, despite my drunkenness, i was very apprehensive about "that thing" swinging between her legs, but after some sexual stimulation i was more than eager.
After that experience, I have spent the years inbetween now and then growing into a person more willing to explore my sexuality, but at the same time, i still wonder about quite a few things. I have had a few absolutely awesome encounters with LB's in my lifetime (as well as some not so great ones) but still have so many questions in my mind. I guess i am really writing to find some clarification on why I am the way I am.
So, the questions I have are as follows:
What the hell is it that makes people like you and me love ladyboys so friggin' much? I absolutely adore girls, but i can't seem to explain to myself why I fantasize about girls with dicks instead. Is it some form of latent homosexuality? I have had a few experiences with guys, i must admit, but i have always preferred the company of Ladyboys much more. Unfortunately i usually have to wait until my end of year sojourn back to SE asia before i have any real fun exploring this scene. The LB's in NZ are usually polynesian and are built like brick shithouses, and look like they could captain the all blacks rugby team. (although i have managed to find two beauties that i visit frequently)
What percentage of Ladyboy lovers would consider themselves truly trisexual, as in, they would fuck both girls, boys, and ladyboys?
What percentage of LB lovers are ok with the idea of the LB fucking him penetratively as well?
How did most of you guys get into it? What is it about these girls that makes us desire them so?
I guess i'm just trying to rationalise and understand my lust for them. I sometimes just sit in absolute befuddlement wondering why a chick with a dick excites me so, even though i love and enjoy the company of a real girl anytime.
Well, enough ranting and raving for now. I'm sure i will have more questions for you guys as this topic progresses. I look forward to your answers, and hope you guys will bestow patience and guidance to this young LB loving padawan.
Over and out.
MadMan
A bit about myself first. I am half european and half chinese malaysian. I was raised in Malaysia but educated in New Zealand, and am still here in beautiful NZ living and working contentedly. Because of my Malaysian upbringing, i was fortunate to have seen a lot of SE Asia from a young age, and can remember travelling to all sorts of exotic locations and seeing equally exotic people. I can remember seeing the touristy cabaret shows in thailand as a child, when my parents unwittingly took me and my sister along, not realising what it was all about. My childhood was pretty "straight", if you will, but i can always remember holding a deep fascination and curiousity with those pretty pretty men with the beautiful breasts and incredible legs.
I lost my virginity at the age of 14 to a girl the same age as me, and that opened a whole new world of exploration and experimentation for me. At age 16, on holiday back in malaysia, my friend let me in on a secret... He told me he visited the "ah gua" brothel... local lingo for ladyboy. Half drunk at the time, it didn't take much coercing for me to follow him. Being the good bastard he was, he got me to pick the one i liked, and took care of everything for me. Boy was that first time an experience or what?! The girl was lovely... not much older than me. She had just had her tits done and was very proud of them. At first, despite my drunkenness, i was very apprehensive about "that thing" swinging between her legs, but after some sexual stimulation i was more than eager.
After that experience, I have spent the years inbetween now and then growing into a person more willing to explore my sexuality, but at the same time, i still wonder about quite a few things. I have had a few absolutely awesome encounters with LB's in my lifetime (as well as some not so great ones) but still have so many questions in my mind. I guess i am really writing to find some clarification on why I am the way I am.
So, the questions I have are as follows:
What the hell is it that makes people like you and me love ladyboys so friggin' much? I absolutely adore girls, but i can't seem to explain to myself why I fantasize about girls with dicks instead. Is it some form of latent homosexuality? I have had a few experiences with guys, i must admit, but i have always preferred the company of Ladyboys much more. Unfortunately i usually have to wait until my end of year sojourn back to SE asia before i have any real fun exploring this scene. The LB's in NZ are usually polynesian and are built like brick shithouses, and look like they could captain the all blacks rugby team. (although i have managed to find two beauties that i visit frequently)
What percentage of Ladyboy lovers would consider themselves truly trisexual, as in, they would fuck both girls, boys, and ladyboys?
What percentage of LB lovers are ok with the idea of the LB fucking him penetratively as well?
How did most of you guys get into it? What is it about these girls that makes us desire them so?
I guess i'm just trying to rationalise and understand my lust for them. I sometimes just sit in absolute befuddlement wondering why a chick with a dick excites me so, even though i love and enjoy the company of a real girl anytime.
Well, enough ranting and raving for now. I'm sure i will have more questions for you guys as this topic progresses. I look forward to your answers, and hope you guys will bestow patience and guidance to this young LB loving padawan.
Over and out.
MadMan
...As long as you are enjoying yourself and not harming anyone ,who cares....
Although I like the company of women I find the actual "fanny" boring and a few Russian, Asian women I know dont like to be fingered which is even more boring. Atleast with a dick you can see a result and you know personally what makes it stand to attention and speak out. It turns me on looking at these girls and I enjoy it. Although, I have only had two experinces I return in 8 days to do the tour and enjoy myself.
Spot on 
Same, same - Look forward to meeting you!
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